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	<title>Comments on: Diabulimia&#8230; The Rest of the Story</title>
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		<title>By: Sheri</title>
		<link>http://challengediabetes.diabetech.net/2007/06/19/diabulimia-the-rest-of-the-story/#comment-30972</link>
		<dc:creator>Sheri</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 16:59:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I was diagnosed with Type 1 at the age of 25.  It took nearly a yeat to diagnose me as my dr's disregarded my continuous pleas for help with exhaustion, frequent urination and thirst. All symptoms were a result of my excessive exercise program. Constant training and body building.  As a young, fit, female I was appauled at the comments made by all of the dr's and nurses that trained me in the hospital. Comments included how it will be a matter of time before I go blind or how I'm going to get spots all over my trim stomach (why would you say these comments to a self conscious young female). Scare me into taking care of myself?  Well I did take care of myself and managed A1C levels of 5.8%  My drs. thought I was in control but how are you in control when your all over the place every day.  I had to eat tons to feed my runs when my purpose for running was maintaining weight.  I am now 32 and a mother of 6.  I have been very fit and muscular throughout the years but can't get to where I want. I recently went back to work and found myself frustrated and depressed abou my lack of time in the gym and thus resorted to going off the pump (so I can wear pretty summer dresses).  I am taking my Lantus and skipping the fast acting insulin.  It started becaue in the rush to leave the house with 6 kids I would forget about me.  I have thoroughly enjoyed the weightloss but can no longer make it through a 5 mile run without stopping 4 to 5 times.  How can I get back on track without the tremendous weight gain?  I do not have a supportive husband and am completely overwhelmed with trying to keep up with my kids and my disease.  As an athlete I know more about proper nutrition than an overweight nutritionist.  I just can't get past the frustration of doing everything right and still not getting to where I want to be in my athletic endeavors. I need help!</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was diagnosed with Type 1 at the age of 25.  It took nearly a yeat to diagnose me as my dr&#8217;s disregarded my continuous pleas for help with exhaustion, frequent urination and thirst. All symptoms were a result of my excessive exercise program. Constant training and body building.  As a young, fit, female I was appauled at the comments made by all of the dr&#8217;s and nurses that trained me in the hospital. Comments included how it will be a matter of time before I go blind or how I&#8217;m going to get spots all over my trim stomach (why would you say these comments to a self conscious young female). Scare me into taking care of myself?  Well I did take care of myself and managed A1C levels of 5.8%  My drs. thought I was in control but how are you in control when your all over the place every day.  I had to eat tons to feed my runs when my purpose for running was maintaining weight.  I am now 32 and a mother of 6.  I have been very fit and muscular throughout the years but can&#8217;t get to where I want. I recently went back to work and found myself frustrated and depressed abou my lack of time in the gym and thus resorted to going off the pump (so I can wear pretty summer dresses).  I am taking my Lantus and skipping the fast acting insulin.  It started becaue in the rush to leave the house with 6 kids I would forget about me.  I have thoroughly enjoyed the weightloss but can no longer make it through a 5 mile run without stopping 4 to 5 times.  How can I get back on track without the tremendous weight gain?  I do not have a supportive husband and am completely overwhelmed with trying to keep up with my kids and my disease.  As an athlete I know more about proper nutrition than an overweight nutritionist.  I just can&#8217;t get past the frustration of doing everything right and still not getting to where I want to be in my athletic endeavors. I need help!</p>
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		<title>By: Barbara J. Anderson</title>
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		<dc:creator>Barbara J. Anderson</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:21:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I hesitated to comment on "diabulimia" as I want the media to stop using this term, for  it seems to trivialize two very serious conditions--diabetes and bulimia.  However, my valued colleague pediatric endocrinologist  Dr. Steve Ponder has asked me to write a comment , and that said, I certainly have seen the suffering  that can come from  being caught up in this vicious cycle.  Manipulating insulin to control one's weight or shape can become highly addictive. And for this reason, prevention is very, very important!

     What steps can be taken to help prevnt the addictive cycle of insulin restriction for weight control?

     1.  For parents, remain involved , in a developmentally-appropriate way, in your child's insulin administration, especially over the transition to adolescence, when weight gain normally happens with the onset of puberty and physical maturation.

     2.  For persons with diabetes:  Find a diabetes provider (CDE, nurse, nutritionist, physician) with whom you can talk about your frustrations with your body weight or shape.  It is very important to have a diabetes clinician who will help you work on your two important goals:  (1) healthy blood sugar control and (2) healthy weight.  If you are not comfortable discussing your weight concerns  with your diabetes clinicians, you need to talk with your parents or a counselor or social worker about finding a new diabetes team.  Twenty-five years ago, no one understood how common and  addictive this vicious cycle of insulin restriction for weight control is.   That meant that in the past, this condition was not identified and certainaly was not preventable.  However, with today's knowledge, it is critical to find a diabetes team with whom you can discuss your weight concerns and any fears about taking insulin  which you may have (such as fear of weight gain, or fear of hypoglyecmia).   Persons with type 1 diabetes today deserve to be working with a health care team who will help them maintain optimal blood sugar control  and maintain a healthy weight!   Achieving these 2 goals is possible, although like everything involved in caring for diabetes.  this is  very challenging, a lot of work, and demands teamwork!

     3.  For diabetes clinicians:  If you are unfamiliar with bulimia, or uncomfortable with eating disorders, or if you feel you need more expertise to help a patient who is struggling with insulin restriction for purposes of weight control, contact a psychologist, social worker, or psychiatrist who is knowledgable about eating disorders.  Also, for an excellent, brief and practical guide, read the chapter "Detecting and treating eating disorders  in young women with type 1 diabetes" by Anne Goebel-Fabbri, Ph.D., a very experienced psychologist who works in this area at the Joslin Diabetes Center in Boston.  This chapter is in the book  PRACTICAL PSYCHOLOGY FOR DIABETES CLINICIANS (2ND EDITION), which  I edited together  with my colleague Richard Rubin, Ph.D. and was  published by the American Diabetes Association  in 2002.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I hesitated to comment on &#8220;diabulimia&#8221; as I want the media to stop using this term, for  it seems to trivialize two very serious conditions&#8211;diabetes and bulimia.  However, my valued colleague pediatric endocrinologist  Dr. Steve Ponder has asked me to write a comment , and that said, I certainly have seen the suffering  that can come from  being caught up in this vicious cycle.  Manipulating insulin to control one&#8217;s weight or shape can become highly addictive. And for this reason, prevention is very, very important!</p>
<p>     What steps can be taken to help prevnt the addictive cycle of insulin restriction for weight control?</p>
<p>     1.  For parents, remain involved , in a developmentally-appropriate way, in your child&#8217;s insulin administration, especially over the transition to adolescence, when weight gain normally happens with the onset of puberty and physical maturation.</p>
<p>     2.  For persons with diabetes:  Find a diabetes provider (CDE, nurse, nutritionist, physician) with whom you can talk about your frustrations with your body weight or shape.  It is very important to have a diabetes clinician who will help you work on your two important goals:  (1) healthy blood sugar control and (2) healthy weight.  If you are not comfortable discussing your weight concerns  with your diabetes clinicians, you need to talk with your parents or a counselor or social worker about finding a new diabetes team.  Twenty-five years ago, no one understood how common and  addictive this vicious cycle of insulin restriction for weight control is.   That meant that in the past, this condition was not identified and certainaly was not preventable.  However, with today&#8217;s knowledge, it is critical to find a diabetes team with whom you can discuss your weight concerns and any fears about taking insulin  which you may have (such as fear of weight gain, or fear of hypoglyecmia).   Persons with type 1 diabetes today deserve to be working with a health care team who will help them maintain optimal blood sugar control  and maintain a healthy weight!   Achieving these 2 goals is possible, although like everything involved in caring for diabetes.  this is  very challenging, a lot of work, and demands teamwork!</p>
<p>     3.  For diabetes clinicians:  If you are unfamiliar with bulimia, or uncomfortable with eating disorders, or if you feel you need more expertise to help a patient who is struggling with insulin restriction for purposes of weight control, contact a psychologist, social worker, or psychiatrist who is knowledgable about eating disorders.  Also, for an excellent, brief and practical guide, read the chapter &#8220;Detecting and treating eating disorders  in young women with type 1 diabetes&#8221; by Anne Goebel-Fabbri, Ph.D., a very experienced psychologist who works in this area at the Joslin Diabetes Center in Boston.  This chapter is in the book  PRACTICAL PSYCHOLOGY FOR DIABETES CLINICIANS (2ND EDITION), which  I edited together  with my colleague Richard Rubin, Ph.D. and was  published by the American Diabetes Association  in 2002.</p>
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		<title>By: Michelle</title>
		<link>http://challengediabetes.diabetech.net/2007/06/19/diabulimia-the-rest-of-the-story/#comment-26596</link>
		<dc:creator>Michelle</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 22:03:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>kaite &#38; brian,
Diabulimia is a viscious cycle; one that you should avoid at all costs. Once you enter into it, the chance that you will recover from it is so far gone and your body will pay the consequence. I hope that no one will reply to your posts regarding useful information on how to ommitt your insulin safely. There is no SAFE way to omitt your insulin. Appreciate that your body is physically able to do the activities you enjoy. Take care
Michelle</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>kaite &amp; brian,<br />
Diabulimia is a viscious cycle; one that you should avoid at all costs. Once you enter into it, the chance that you will recover from it is so far gone and your body will pay the consequence. I hope that no one will reply to your posts regarding useful information on how to ommitt your insulin safely. There is no SAFE way to omitt your insulin. Appreciate that your body is physically able to do the activities you enjoy. Take care<br />
Michelle</p>
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		<title>By: Brian</title>
		<link>http://challengediabetes.diabetech.net/2007/06/19/diabulimia-the-rest-of-the-story/#comment-26337</link>
		<dc:creator>Brian</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:09:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I have been looking at these posts and feel for all Type 1 diabetics struggling with weight.
I am a professional 35 yr old male, so probably not the headline demographic for this issue. However, having spent my life as fairly athletic and never overweight, since the birth of my daughter my gym regime has all but ended - I have hence gained about 16 lbs.

I am now training again, and dieting strictly and sensibly, but frustratingly, the more I diet the more weight I gain. I put this down to my blood sugars being consistently lower, therefore my system is not "wasting" as much fat/energy.

This has led me to consider reducing (not skipping) my insulin for say 4 weeks, til I reach my target weight. I will then resume my insulin intake for tight BG control and continue training 3 times a week at the gym to avoid gaining weight again.

Does this sound reasonable, risky or stupid, given my my problem is shedding the weight? I am confident I can maintain my correct weight once I reach it.

I would welcome your thoughts / advice.

Best wishes to all...</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been looking at these posts and feel for all Type 1 diabetics struggling with weight.<br />
I am a professional 35 yr old male, so probably not the headline demographic for this issue. However, having spent my life as fairly athletic and never overweight, since the birth of my daughter my gym regime has all but ended - I have hence gained about 16 lbs.</p>
<p>I am now training again, and dieting strictly and sensibly, but frustratingly, the more I diet the more weight I gain. I put this down to my blood sugars being consistently lower, therefore my system is not &#8220;wasting&#8221; as much fat/energy.</p>
<p>This has led me to consider reducing (not skipping) my insulin for say 4 weeks, til I reach my target weight. I will then resume my insulin intake for tight BG control and continue training 3 times a week at the gym to avoid gaining weight again.</p>
<p>Does this sound reasonable, risky or stupid, given my my problem is shedding the weight? I am confident I can maintain my correct weight once I reach it.</p>
<p>I would welcome your thoughts / advice.</p>
<p>Best wishes to all&#8230;</p>
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		<title>By: kaite</title>
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		<dc:creator>kaite</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2008 15:45:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I can understand the frustration with trying to lose weight the "traditional" ways - whenever I do, I fight issues with low blood sugar, which ends up de-railing any progress while you're forced to eat to bring the levels back up. Terrible to admit, but it has been tempting to try this for a quick wieght loss, but what is a 'safe' (for lack of a better word) level to let your sugars rise to to drop 5-10 lbs quickly? Truthfully, I'd be afraid to go overboard.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I can understand the frustration with trying to lose weight the &#8220;traditional&#8221; ways - whenever I do, I fight issues with low blood sugar, which ends up de-railing any progress while you&#8217;re forced to eat to bring the levels back up. Terrible to admit, but it has been tempting to try this for a quick wieght loss, but what is a &#8217;safe&#8217; (for lack of a better word) level to let your sugars rise to to drop 5-10 lbs quickly? Truthfully, I&#8217;d be afraid to go overboard.</p>
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		<title>By: Steve</title>
		<link>http://challengediabetes.diabetech.net/2007/06/19/diabulimia-the-rest-of-the-story/#comment-25690</link>
		<dc:creator>Steve</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 23 Dec 2008 12:37:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I've been looking at some the posts over the past few months. There are threads of truth about diabulimia that emerge in each one. For those who have engaged in insulin omission, this is an ongoing problem for at least half of you. The other half is most likely is able to keep it in check or just under the surface, but the knowledge is still there waiting for a weak moment to pounce. The fact that insulin use maintains body weight is a central issue. Insulin is a complete anabolic hormone (meaning "body building"). This includes both muscle AND fat. 

Some of you have gotten back on insulin and lamented the weight gain that came with that (although you may have been seriously underweight before consistently taking your shots again) but appreciated the physical well being that returned.

As far as what can be done, there are short term bridges and longer term solutions to consider. As I said, finding a psychologist with experience with this is challenging. One of our authors on this post, Barbara Anderson, is one of those individuals. All psychologists have familiarity with eating disorders. The key is to really attack the problem as an eating disorder while recognizing that insulin omission must be dealt with during the acute treatment phase. In teens with diabetes, I recruit the family to step up and administer the injections to the patient. I liken it to using a cast to support a broken bone providing it time to heal. But even if behavioral management is successful and help is found for the insulin administration, the typical diabulimic will have these thoughts running through their mind for years and require ongoing help and support. Recidivism is high after successful treatment. It's this relapse rate that leads up to alf of all these people to develop serious diabetes related complications at an accelerated rate with serious consequences as was pointed out in a more recent post.

It has not been explored very well whether or not the nutritionally deprived state that many diabulimics exist contributes in some way to the accelerated rate of onset of complications. This deprivation often includes a wide array of micronutrients lost in the purging of calories through the kidneys. Perhaps these deficiencies in some fashion increase the risk of complications. The answer to this is unknown at this time.

In summary, identify the problem of diabulimia in a non-judgmental way. Recognize it as an eating disorder unique to persons with insulin requiring diabetes. It does seem to affect more women than men, but men are not immune as the first post in this thread proves. Family and friends are needed to support the diabulimic, especially when the patient is a child or teen. This often includes administering insulin injections or reviewing bolus histories on pumps. Finally, even with excellent treatment there exists a high risk of relapse and ultimately the development of permanent long term complications at a relatively short disease duration.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been looking at some the posts over the past few months. There are threads of truth about diabulimia that emerge in each one. For those who have engaged in insulin omission, this is an ongoing problem for at least half of you. The other half is most likely is able to keep it in check or just under the surface, but the knowledge is still there waiting for a weak moment to pounce. The fact that insulin use maintains body weight is a central issue. Insulin is a complete anabolic hormone (meaning &#8220;body building&#8221;). This includes both muscle AND fat. </p>
<p>Some of you have gotten back on insulin and lamented the weight gain that came with that (although you may have been seriously underweight before consistently taking your shots again) but appreciated the physical well being that returned.</p>
<p>As far as what can be done, there are short term bridges and longer term solutions to consider. As I said, finding a psychologist with experience with this is challenging. One of our authors on this post, Barbara Anderson, is one of those individuals. All psychologists have familiarity with eating disorders. The key is to really attack the problem as an eating disorder while recognizing that insulin omission must be dealt with during the acute treatment phase. In teens with diabetes, I recruit the family to step up and administer the injections to the patient. I liken it to using a cast to support a broken bone providing it time to heal. But even if behavioral management is successful and help is found for the insulin administration, the typical diabulimic will have these thoughts running through their mind for years and require ongoing help and support. Recidivism is high after successful treatment. It&#8217;s this relapse rate that leads up to alf of all these people to develop serious diabetes related complications at an accelerated rate with serious consequences as was pointed out in a more recent post.</p>
<p>It has not been explored very well whether or not the nutritionally deprived state that many diabulimics exist contributes in some way to the accelerated rate of onset of complications. This deprivation often includes a wide array of micronutrients lost in the purging of calories through the kidneys. Perhaps these deficiencies in some fashion increase the risk of complications. The answer to this is unknown at this time.</p>
<p>In summary, identify the problem of diabulimia in a non-judgmental way. Recognize it as an eating disorder unique to persons with insulin requiring diabetes. It does seem to affect more women than men, but men are not immune as the first post in this thread proves. Family and friends are needed to support the diabulimic, especially when the patient is a child or teen. This often includes administering insulin injections or reviewing bolus histories on pumps. Finally, even with excellent treatment there exists a high risk of relapse and ultimately the development of permanent long term complications at a relatively short disease duration.</p>
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		<title>By: Liz</title>
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		<dc:creator>Liz</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 15 Dec 2008 04:03:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I am a diabetic (type 2) but I have a niece who is type 1 and I suspect she has diabulemia. I would appreciate any suggestions on how to get her some help. She is over 18 so even if my sister calls the paramedics she refuses treatment and my sister has been told they can't do anything as long as she is refusing treatment. Her mom and sister live in fear that they will come home one day to find her in a coma or worst.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am a diabetic (type 2) but I have a niece who is type 1 and I suspect she has diabulemia. I would appreciate any suggestions on how to get her some help. She is over 18 so even if my sister calls the paramedics she refuses treatment and my sister has been told they can&#8217;t do anything as long as she is refusing treatment. Her mom and sister live in fear that they will come home one day to find her in a coma or worst.</p>
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		<title>By: Mandy</title>
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		<dc:creator>Mandy</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 01:13:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Reading all of these posts made me cry because I am one of these people too. I feel like there is no way out except going away for like a year to recover but that just isnt possible in life. I am 21 and have been doing this since I was 16. I am on lisinopril and take meds for nerve damage in my feet as well. I wish someone could help. I know I should be able to but its a wicked cycle. I often am very depressed and sometimes dont even want to live. If anyone has advice or help that is great. I feel better knowing I'm not the only one, but not better that we will most likely die young without help.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Reading all of these posts made me cry because I am one of these people too. I feel like there is no way out except going away for like a year to recover but that just isnt possible in life. I am 21 and have been doing this since I was 16. I am on lisinopril and take meds for nerve damage in my feet as well. I wish someone could help. I know I should be able to but its a wicked cycle. I often am very depressed and sometimes dont even want to live. If anyone has advice or help that is great. I feel better knowing I&#8217;m not the only one, but not better that we will most likely die young without help.</p>
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		<title>By: Lucy</title>
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		<dc:creator>Lucy</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:12:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I am a 19 year old student suffering from 'diabulemia'...in the past 12 months i have been admitted to hospital around 9 times with DKA. I hate feeling fat and not taking insulin seems like the only way to lose the weight. Even though it makes me feel very ill and always results in me going to hospital, i cant help but continue to not take my insulin!!!! Im going on a diabetic pump soon but im worried that its not going to help!</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am a 19 year old student suffering from &#8216;diabulemia&#8217;&#8230;in the past 12 months i have been admitted to hospital around 9 times with DKA. I hate feeling fat and not taking insulin seems like the only way to lose the weight. Even though it makes me feel very ill and always results in me going to hospital, i cant help but continue to not take my insulin!!!! Im going on a diabetic pump soon but im worried that its not going to help!</p>
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		<title>By: Jaimie</title>
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		<dc:creator>Jaimie</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 17:42:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Kelly I would love for you to email me .... nallysgifts@adelphia.net

www.myspace.com/jaimiehernandez

I too have fought against weight gain for the past 12 years with type 1 (&#38; a quarter...my doc says)..... I think maybe there are different degrees of diabulimia......I was always such a "fighter" for diabetes and diabetics .....I finally lost 28 of the 60 or so pounds I had to lose in '06, in '07 I hurt my hip and back and just could not exercise the way I was and started to lose hope more so than I even have in the past years with diabetes.......as each pound crept on I felt as if "My fight" was gone........and depression to a degree set in.......I finally have relief in my pain but now over the past year have gained back more and then some leaving me about 70 pounds heavy at the moment.......I tinker with thought in my head all the time about if I should take my insulin today and that maybe that would be the easy way to finally get rid of the guilt and frustration of fighting it all these years.......I have let my sugars run on the higher side before and dropped maybe 5-10 pounds and then I catch myself and tell myself that I can't do this because of my kids and what it will do to my body and then I get in tight control again.......but lately this cycle of good/bad seems to be getting worse......it is a mind game.....and I can see where it can take over if you are not careful........

okay I'm rambling........although I have never been full blown into diabulimia as to where I have ended up with sugars super high or in the hospital I can certainly understand mild forms of it and my heart aches for anyone in my situation with weight and feeling like your body just does not match the fight in your heart.......you want to reach for that easy way out and I think about it often.........</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Kelly I would love for you to email me &#8230;. <a href="mailto:nallysgifts@adelphia.net">nallysgifts@adelphia.net</a></p>
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<p>I too have fought against weight gain for the past 12 years with type 1 (&amp; a quarter&#8230;my doc says)&#8230;.. I think maybe there are different degrees of diabulimia&#8230;&#8230;I was always such a &#8220;fighter&#8221; for diabetes and diabetics &#8230;..I finally lost 28 of the 60 or so pounds I had to lose in &#8216;06, in &#8216;07 I hurt my hip and back and just could not exercise the way I was and started to lose hope more so than I even have in the past years with diabetes&#8230;&#8230;.as each pound crept on I felt as if &#8220;My fight&#8221; was gone&#8230;&#8230;..and depression to a degree set in&#8230;&#8230;.I finally have relief in my pain but now over the past year have gained back more and then some leaving me about 70 pounds heavy at the moment&#8230;&#8230;.I tinker with thought in my head all the time about if I should take my insulin today and that maybe that would be the easy way to finally get rid of the guilt and frustration of fighting it all these years&#8230;&#8230;.I have let my sugars run on the higher side before and dropped maybe 5-10 pounds and then I catch myself and tell myself that I can&#8217;t do this because of my kids and what it will do to my body and then I get in tight control again&#8230;&#8230;.but lately this cycle of good/bad seems to be getting worse&#8230;&#8230;it is a mind game&#8230;..and I can see where it can take over if you are not careful&#8230;&#8230;..</p>
<p>okay I&#8217;m rambling&#8230;&#8230;..although I have never been full blown into diabulimia as to where I have ended up with sugars super high or in the hospital I can certainly understand mild forms of it and my heart aches for anyone in my situation with weight and feeling like your body just does not match the fight in your heart&#8230;&#8230;.you want to reach for that easy way out and I think about it often&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;</p>
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